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09:33 AM

I've been trying to cry by by myself
about nothing and everything

Alone in my room
Thoughts of emptiness in my heart

Drowned myself in a river of alcohol
wasting away

No one to confide to
No one to blame but myself
No one but you to cast these feelings away

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Fate
09:32 AM

Through out my life
I was losing hope each day
Wondering if the right person would ever come

As I was giving up hope
One day you showed up

Without any expectation
We became one
You filled up this half empty jar
Sealing my hopelessness with your arms
Holding me closely with your love

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Ang Aking Cellphone...Bow
09:31 AM

araw araw
walang ginagawa
inaantay
ang iyong pag tunog
napapagod na
sa mga walang kwentang bagay

nag hihintay
tumunog ang cellphone
nalulungkot at walang pumapansin
kelan ka ba mag paparamdam?

minsan napapaisip
gusto na lang patayin
para di na lang mag antay pa
sa iyong pag dating
tama na
ayoko na sana

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Tama na
02:45 AM

Pagkatapos ng lahat
ikaw parin laman ng puso't isipan ko
nakakainis man isipin
wala na ako magagawa dun

Ayaw na kita mahalin
ayoko ng iniisip ka lagi
masakit lang sa aking damdamin
na ikaw parin ang minamahal ko

Masakit man isipin
ikaw parin ang habol ng puso ko

Ayoko na talga
na kakainis ka

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Realizations of a Suicidal Man
11:35 AM

I'm this type of person
that blames everything on the world
and not myself
Everything is right in my face
and I just won't do anything about it

I've been given
all these blessings
but I'm still stuck
in this egg shell

I think I'm just lazy
So lazy, that I just can't seem
to get out of this bind
So lazy, that I can't finish
what I've started
And so lazy, that I can't love
someone without pushing them away

I've been spoonfed all my life
And now that I'm standing
on my own two feet
I keep on falling down
like a handicap without my crutches
a bike without training wheels

I guess I'm not fit to live in this world
Hoping in my next life, I'd get lucky
But I guess I'm just too lazy
too lazy to kill myself

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