Into the depths of reality...
Will You Ever Learn

So what's the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have passed, The weather's changed
Should I be sorry? Could I be sorry?

I did it all, all for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched
Are we ready? Are we ready?

But you, you think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about.. .

Un-lonely nights
Romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away

You know me well, You know it's wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won't fool me, cause you already did

The perfect dates
The sweetest kisses
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away
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Entries for August, 2004

skayote
Langit sa impyerno
02:42 AM

Lungkot...

Araw-araw.. mula pagising hangang sa pagtulog...
yun lagi ang nararamdaman.

Sa mga panahong nakikita akong tumatawa at masaya...
makulit at parang walang pakialam sa buhay...
mga panandaliang saya lamang ito.

Hanggang kailan ko ba mararamdamana ito?
Hanggang kailan ba ako magiging ganito?

Di makatulog..parang laging may kulang sa araw ko...
May hinahanap..pero di naman alam kung ano ito.

Parang wala nang mahanap na paraan...
Para makaligtas mula sa rehas ng kalungkutan.

Sumisigaw ang kalooban ko para makapaglabas ng sama ng loob...
pero di parin ito sapat.

Ano?sino?paano?

Mga katanungan na gumugulo sa isip araw-araw, gabi-gabi...
Kung ano ang pwedeng magawa...
para makatikim ng konting langit sa aking impyerno.......




skayote
Cornick
02:46 AM

Damn you for making me feel this way
I miss you so much and its driving me insane
Don't know what you did for me to feel like this
And it's eating me alive, piece by piece

It's hard to contain what I'm feeling right now
It's like a virus, corrupting my brain
Please, please make the hurting stop
It's like a scar that I can't just take away easily

Save me from all this madness
I've been sucked into this black hole of mystery
I don't want to make empty promises again
But I'll try my best to assure you that if you make me yours....

I'll give you happiness as long as i can....




skayote
There's nothing more
02:49 AM

where has she gone?
why did she leave me?
please come back girl..
i need her here with me
by my side
for all eternity
it aint the same without her
but i guess its too late now
cant reach her
because shes too far
what else can i do?
i have bled dry
but she still aint comming back
talking to myself
trying to figure out what to do
its all too late now..
nothing i can do but cry my sadness away..




skayote
Why?
02:51 AM

I thought we had something special going on
al least I thought we had
but it was just a fantasy
why does it have to be like this?

If you felt the same way as I did for you
you'd understand
I guess it just wasn't meant to be
I just wish I didn't love you at all

I gave you everything
I gave you my soul, my body
it wasn't enough for you

you said you love me
you said you cared
but you left me for no reason




skayote
I
02:54 AM

I want to run to you
cry on your shoulder
I wish I could be by your side
and tell you how much I need you

I may have lied to you
told you things that may have hurt you
I would give up everything to take all those things away
erase them completely so you wont feel that way again

I hope all of these doesn't change anything that we have
all the good things that we shared
I hope you won't leave
now that I want you in my life




skayote
Secret
02:57 AM

i can't take it anymore
its hard to keep all of this from you
i feel like if i hid this from from you for a long time
it would kill me

i want to tell you what i feel deep down
but i also feel that it still isn't the right time
i don't know, its driving me insane
it's all too overwhelming

i want to be by your side
i want to make you smile when you're sad
i can be everything you want me to be
just as long as you're happy




skayote
Without you
03:15 AM

I can't believe you're gone
seems like yesterday we were one
but as we part ways
I just wish you'd stay

I need you here with me
I'm a child with no one to hold onto
a part of me died when you left
life is pointless..without you

I may have taken you for granted before
if only I could change history
I'd make all those things go away

I don't wanna lose you
not now, not ever
I believe we are meant for each other
nothing else matters as long as we're together

this song is for you my love
of whom I know I have hurt so much
never would I have wanted for it to happen
hurting you would mean...killing myself

everything is falling apart without you
there is no tomorrow for me
I love you, I love you
there can be no one else but you




skayote
joy in life
03:21 AM

Everyday life seems to get harder and harder .I just want everything to stop. I’m tired of the way things are, or how the thing called "life" spins around. As I lay down on my bed, gently tucked in, I wish that, tomorrow, I’d die because I don’t want this anymore. But before I go on to the next life, I just want to see the look on the people’s faces that knew me. I want to see their reaction, and know who really cared for me deeply. I want to see the endless tears falling to their cheek and how’d they wish that something as tragic like this didn’t happen, how’d they wish they could’ve spent more time paying attention to my needs. This is the only thing that would give me joy now, nothing else matters anymore.




skayote
haaay
03:25 AM

hay nako babae ka
pwede ba tigilan mo nako?
na iinlove na kasi ako sayo e
di ko na matanggap ang mga pananalita mo
mashado na akong nalulunod
sa mga salita mong nakakapuno
baka di ako makapagpigil sayo
at tuluyan ng mahulog sayo




skayote
Having you
03:43 AM

having you as my friend is more than i asked for
like a blessingg in the sky
how could a very beautiful creature like you be stuck with me?
i must have done something right in my previous life
to deserve someone as special as you

having you as my friend is the most wonderful thing that has happend to me
and i'd be damned before i let anything happen to what we have




skayote
Someone...
11:46 PM

You are the girl in my dreams
the one that I can't reach

Eventhough how hard I try
I could only admire you from afar

Everything would have been perfect
but you're on the other side of this barrier

I think about you all the day
Kept thinking what could happen...
If you were here today




skayote
Wala na Bang Para sa Atin?
12:47 AM

alam ko nagkamali ako..
di ko na maibabalik pa ang panahong iyon..
sobrang laki ng aking kasalanan..
di mo na ako mapatawad muli..

ikaw lang ang kailangan ko..
ikaw ang bumubuhay sa akin..
ikaw lang ang kayang bumuo sa akin..
wag mo sana akong iiwan ng tuluyan..

ikaw lang ang mahal..
ikaw lang ang lahat..
ikaw ang simula..
at sana sayo din mag wawakas..

lahat ng ito'y mga panalangin sa langit..
dadalhin na lang ng hangin..
tanging mga puno't halaman na lang makakarinig..
ng aking walang kamatayang pagibig para sayo..




skayote
There's Only 1 you
01:04 AM

You are my reason
You are my answer
You are my life

You are everything
You are heaven

No one else could compare to you
No one else could replace you

You make me complete
Without you..I'd never be whole again

Make me whole
Make me yours

I cant be without you anymore
Please save me from myself





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